Douleur .
Sunday, August 25, 2013







Yesterday I saw his status.
He said that when he tells a person his real thoughts
He felt very happy after telling that person
On that time, I thought isn't he talking about me?
I hope that person he talking is me
But when I asked him, I realized that the main person isn't me
He told me that he always tell his real thoughts to a friend
But I didn't ask is he or she.
 And then he additionally said that the status actually included me
He was trying to disguise everything
But after that he told me again that the status actually was talking about me
 I'm confused but I used to believe him.
He told me before, family will be the first, friends will be the second
So how about me?
Sometimes I will think that isn't my pay out was still not enough
Am I failed to being people girlfriend?
You always tell me a lot of your stuff every time
But I knew not everything about you, I knew.
I knew that you have a lot of stuff in your heart
But you don't want to tell
I knew that we just met for 4 months plus
And I'm still not that person you can tell your all your thoughts
I'm not mad, just feeling little disappointment 
Because I realized that I'm not the very important person in your heart ;)
By the way, you have a very important status in my heart
Its never mind but I have one request, please stay longer with me
Anyways, I'll still always loving you and please don't leave me :) ♥



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